This is one of those strange instances where I feel like I have no idea what to write. I feel that this project has gotten away from me and I don't know how to mold it into something that I would be proud of. One of the things that I enjoy most about this project is that I challenged myself to write every day and that is causing some stress as my wife is pushing to try and launch her business and is leaning on me so much that I can't see straight. Her idea of bonding right now is to tell me all that is wrong with her business which is getting into my head. I try very hard to keep my head up, to keep working towards my goals, but I get brought down trying to problem solve her problems as well as mine. I don't know what to do.
If anyone has any advice on how to pursue your own dreams as well as being there for others I would appreciate it. Anyway time to talk a little more about some of the realizations that make me think that I am on the brink.
I am starting to get excited about reading the technology news. With the exception of Blizzard Entertainment, which is one of my stock options, I look forward to seeing what is coming down the pipeline. One such article I noticed was the announcement of a new expansion for the Elder Scrolls Online. I am excited for dragons to make an appearance in the game as well as a playable necromancer class. It will feel like a proper high fantasy game again and with the scenery artists I look forward to the many new locations to explore. I wish I had the money to pre-purchase it right now, but I had to pay for my car to be drivable instead. They announced that this new expansion will come out in June.
I am starting to notice more and more people at least reading my tweets on twitter. I consider myself insightful, though not everyone might agree. Regardless I have noticed that some of my tweets are getting more traction than I am used to, which is a great feeling. I know that twitter is turning into an archaic form of social media but it is nice to see that people are at least taking notice of me. I feel that I am starting to become a member of the overarching community which is a wonderful feeling.
My biggest fear is that I am going to let others influence my decision making and lead me down a path of self sabotage. I would like to ask the community to help keep an eye out for these destructive behaviors and help me out as I would help any of you with the same. I am sorry I didn't have a clear plan for this post but I do enjoy taking the time to get things off of my chest and written down somewhere. Thank you all for reading, we will see you again tomorrow.
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