Alrighty folks after my mini melt down yesterday that I shared with you all I have to admit that I am finally starting to feel a little bit more my self today. It is very hard to put yourself out there into the public eye for all the judgement and fear that you bring upon yourself as you work towards your goals. I appreciate every singe one of you that take the time to come over and read my musings on a daily basis. It is a wonderful feeling to have so many people reach out and try to build me up as I embark on this journey.
I started my day watching the final episode of Nas Daily which made me sad as his show is one of the shows that inspired me to take my leap and put myself out there in the way that I have been. I feel that if it weren't for all of these content creators that have influenced me and helped me realize that dreams are nothing if you don't reach for them. I am extremely grateful towards everyone that helps me chase my dreams no matter how silly they may seem to those around me.
I took today to really focus in on the things that I can do to grow. I started my morning on the spin bikes and had a good enough time trying to get to 40 minutes of cardio. Unfortunately my bum is not used to bicycle seats and I had to give up after 20 minutes as I couldn't sit on that seat anymore. No matter though I was still able to go about 5 miles and get a good sweat going today. A plus for my workout was that I got to watch Rugby on ESPN while I road which made me happy as rugby is one of my all time favorite sports.
After that I was having a hard time so I took some time to eat breakfast and brainstorm how I was going to handle the stream and realized the greatest way for me to up my streaming abilities was to take some time to get ready for the day. I took my brainstorm into the shower where I was able to meditate through the feeling of water washing over me. If you are not one to meditate I would recommend just turning your brain off while you shower, there is something about the feeling of water that brings the creative juices to light. Maybe that is why so many people claim that they do their best thinking in the shower.
I finally did my first stream of 2019 today. Though I did not do well number wise I would admit that I really enjoyed the process of doing the stream. I have a great friend that swings by every Saturday and takes the time to stay for a bit, chat in my chatroom, and host my channel. I know that he does not need to do any of these things but the fact that he swings by makes me feel so good. If you have a friend that streams know that the best way to help them out is to stop by and give them some encouragement. That being said I did it, I streamed my first stream of 2019 and I look forward to streaming many more in the future.
The rest of my day has been spent on research and getting better at my craft. I have spent the last hour editing todays stream and taking the time to read into every line of dialogue that I worked through and made notes on how to improve. I look forward to the challenges that will come with this journey as well as the pains that may come to light.
Again thank you all for the support and the help in making my spirit and being grow this 2019.
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