I am heartbroken. Not because of anything that has happened but because of the way that I have been treating myself lately. I assumed that having set goals for 2019 would make the arbitrary changing of a new year easier, but it hasn't. Then after traveling all day I got very sad when I took my Before pictures for this year. I have really let myself go and I am very embarrassed by the fact that I have let myself go. Looking at these pictures has made me very sad and feeling very self conscious of my body but the best way to move forward I feel is to put myself out there and show the entire transformation. I guess the good news is that in three days I have lost 0.6 lbs which is a start.
So without further ado this post is gonna be super awkward for me mostly because I am putting myself out there for the world to see. Be kind to me and know that we all start somewhere.
Okay so here are my stats for my goals this year.
Twitter: 237/300
Twitch: 6/50
Weight 220.4/200
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